Friday, September 24, 2004
HHHHOOLLAA!
haha.. tis meeee. back again.. really tiredd now. poofed to the core. heh.. borrowed sum of mr chan's cds from the library todae.. really cool.. so i can go watch the movie later. heh. BIOOO! bio rocks! bio is great n interesting!!! I WANNA LEARN ABOUT COORDINATION N RESPONSE!! WOOHOO!!! (okkaaay. you do notice im trying to psych myself to get in the mood for bio rite.) hee..
well.. i think i can safely say that i have come to the point in time whereby when i am resting, i feel guilty coz.. im not like.. workin? hahah.. n that just totallie defeats the purpose of resting in the first place because resting=stressing=working! err.. catch muh flow? haha.. NEVERMIND. *shakes head*
oookie dokies.. shall go revise my bio by watchn mr chan on my pc.. hahaha.. survivor later! woohoo! taaaaa!
//.. don't lose the dreams you should be keeping.
|| a softer brinster. ||
brin bit this at ; 9:07 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
oucccchh!!!
head paaaainn! ayyeee. bloody rain. got so wet in the rain todae my head is like practically vibrating. ommg. its only 7++? i thought it was already 9??? aiyyooo. arggh. i wanna go sch tomorrow for lit. lesson with mrs tan! its like the only lesson i RREEEEAAALLLYYY want to go for.
its damn fun n interesting. *okayy. i am not a nerdd.* but its true! n got ss test tomorrow. kinda wanna see how i fare in muh source based questions to see if i improved.. BUUTTT.. head pain! HOWWWW? went ta cut hair wif rach todae. not cut. just thinned it. yupps. so the back wont look like a bloody bush now. heh.
ayyee. muh lymphnodes are like soooo exploding now. paaaiiinn. siggh. aniiwaeee, history test was aigght. have a strange feeling i kinda screwed up my 1st answer. i got so much more to write!! esp for the 2nd question of my s.e.q.. arrggh. but like no time? din want to waste time n not do my source based qs well. siggh. oh well.
and i like SOOOO have to improve my writing. that teacher.. er.. forgot her name..was like looking at my paper whilst i was doin it.. and she had this look of disgust on her face. hahah.. like dammn. what a boost of confidence mann! hahha.. i wanna go for litt!! omgg. for once, i reallly reallly wanna go sch for a lesson. i hope i dont miss much. siggh. perhaps shall convince rachel n sum lit gals into asking "tuition" from mrs tan! heh.
aniwaaee. me n rach haf got a supppperrrb book/story/compo/craptopasstime on the way! haha.. we just started todae.. thought it was quite funny.. bt im kinda excited abt the part where everyone actually gets on the island! TEEHEE!
weellll. betta be off. nuffin much to say before i make u all fall asleep. *shouts* OI! YOU! WAKE UP LAR!!! SHEESH. hmph. u betta not fall asleep! hmmphhie. aniwaeee. betta chow. miss him loads. =( aniwaeeee. ttaaa! TIME TO GO AND MUGGGGG!! muggggiinngg here i come! taa!
//.. i'd give up forever to touch you.
*`[29] loves yooouuuu!
brin bit this at ; 7:59 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2004
hheeeyyyo!!
hahha.. hello helllooooo. *sniff sniff* ive got a bloody cold. its friggin irritating. argghhiiee. aniwaes. spent todae revising chp on germany. trying to get inspired to write a beautiful essay on the rise of the nazis. hahhaha.. did the reichstag fire in detail.. so kinda happie with that. =)
butttt. i gotta go revise china tomorrow. shouldnt be too much of a biggie. trying to burn sum disc fer muh mum.. but its so slow.. maybe cz im like typin this crapp now? hahha.. law n order tonight! heh. why are boring shows sooooo bloody interesting? hahha.. oh yea! watched survivor that day.. and was then spent the entire night talkin ta rach.. about survivor! hahaha.. and other stuff.. but mostly survivor! haha..
as in.. how it'd be like if there was like an SJC survivor or sumthn. lolx. and laffin abt a looottt of things til 1am++. haha.. then dad came out and scolded. hahaha.. hilarious. teehee.. argghh. i jz remembered my physics homework! gossh. gt so carried away with studying history that i fergot ta do it. ah heck. TOMORROW. haha
went ta compass todae fer lunch n library. din borrow anythin.. i noe that if i borrow sthng, i sure won't read.. not that i dun wanna.. just no time. and i still havent finished reading that kiddy book. haha.. the roald dahl one. i like children's books okay! they're much more interesting than all those books *without* pictures. hahahhaha. REALLY!
aniwaeeee.. i betta go. think im jamming up the cd burner. heh. shoot. taaa!! *ps. i sumhow think this bloody situation im in makes me feel like julia roberts in muh best friend's wedding. the evil twit. *groans* * haha.. dun bother ta ask me wat that means. hee.. sayonara!!!
//.. missing you. badly.
brin bit this at ; 8:14 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
Passing of the Tides.
time has passed
and yet memories of times long gone
still come to me.
they grab me and shake me and
force me to remember.
and though i try so hard to forget,
my heart refuses to let go.
days and nights have gone by,
and though i smile
there'll always be a tear
hidden behind my eyes.
but the things you've done
to hurt me have left scars
all across my soul.
so painful,
and yet my wanting for you
is deepened.
and my heart screams so much in anguish
that you do not realise
how much i still love you.
but nothing can be said and done anymore.
its simply the passing of the tides.
by: brin.
heyya. hoped ya like that. its super lame but i just had to voice it out sumwhere. dont try ta read behind the lines. =) hahha...
brin bit this at ; 8:50 PM
GREETINGS! IT IS I, YOUR KIND FRIEND AND EVIL MASTER! MUAAHHHAHAHHA!!!
err. sorrie bout that. haha. aniwwaaaee. had malay prelims todae. i think it is so bloody unfair that most of the malay girls only knew about it like 2 days ago! like what the hell. are we like supposed to learn our 100 peribahasa in 2 days??? and like go and memorise those frasa berbunga in 2 days?? THIS IS AN UNJUSTICE MY FRIENDS! do you hear me.. UNJUSTICEEEE!!
i would have called up cikgu 2 postpone, but i thought it was a cluster paper. sigggh. my poor marks. *sob sobb* and u noe what. i suddenly miss the debating days. hahha. it was all, "my friends, don't you see that blah blah." and "ladies n gentlemen, please look into your hearts and feel for these dying ppl." hahhahhaha.. oh oh.. and my fave, which i almost ALWAYS use.. "my friends, i stand before you, a very upset person. how can the proposition put blah blah over the needs of the ppl??" hahahhahha.. i love that line mann.
heh. today's muh bro's bdae. got him this microscope thngy. i asked him to help me examine my saliva but he hit me on the head. i wonder why? =x bummer. hahahha.. ayeee. think im goin to muh grannie's hse tomorrow. shall have to pile up on history revision in the evening that means. hmm.. 3 chapters in one weekend? is it possible? ayyee. we shall see. siggh.
ive been thinking a lot lately. not that i don't think lar. i mean.. thinking.. more?? haha.. yeaa. and ive come to realise that.. err.. aye. no matter. but yea. i shall include a poem later about muh so called, "thoughts". heh. aiya. i want summore harry potter stickers!! BUT, soooo damn hard to find larrrr.. tis horriblllleee!!! arghhh. ive been lookin everywheeerrrrree.
aniwaeee... betta be off. til later dudddees!~ *hugs*
//.. and through it all, she offers me protection.
brin bit this at ; 8:36 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
mugging mugging mugging.
more mugging.
mugging some more.
lunch. dinner. brkfast.
mugging again.
sheesh. ROUTINE! someone save me. ive been studying bloody hard fer amaths mann. so if i dont pass the test 2moro, god knoes what i'll do. ARGH. I MUST PASS MATHS. aniho. betta be off. taaa!!! *waves* brin has turned into a nerddddd. =x
//.. baby, there's just something about you.
brin bit this at ; 6:00 PM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
BOOO!
tis meeee! YOUR MASTER! BOW TO MEEEE!!! *grins* haha.. aniho.. eyes pain now. realised that i alwaes get a MAJJJOORR headache when i stress muh eyes out or use muh glasses fer too long. bloody thing. argh
i wanna install this CSI game lar. bt da pc has like totallie run outta bytes. darned it. nette just told me that we gotta stay back til 5 on monday to do BOTH english papers! LIKE WHAT THE. am so angreeee. how come i didnt noe. oh well. anihow do lar.
(SHOOT. i must not have this kinda bo chap attitude! argh.)
aniwaaeee. he's online. but status on busy. sadd. =( siggh. oops. PHONE. okiiees. back. that was maria.. lolx.. talkin bt My Big Fat Obnoxious Fiance. lolx. that show is damn funnie mann.. like totallie kays! haha.. n the last episode was so ssaaddd. if i was the gal, i doubt i'd ever do that for a million dollars. bt knowin muh family, they'll prob figure out that sumthing's up. hahah..
weell... OLEVELS. that's all that's been on muh mind. i spose that's a good thing right? there's only been a few thngs on muh mind actually...
INSIDE THE BRINSTER'S MIND
1. OLEVELS!!!! *panics*
2. him. =x
3. da PPP sessions n sch
4. stress/exhaustion
5. the lack of.. *ahem*
=end=
argggh. so yea. nuffin much flowin in n out really.. lolx. hee. aniwaeee. betta go. miss him. =( siggh. taaaa!! *waves*
//.. im all shook up.
brin bit this at ; 9:48 PM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
TIME FOR QUIZ NO. 2!!!!
last person u kissed: haha.. kissed muh bro on the cheek b4 goin ta school. errm. if u mean what i think u mean, then the person should noe lar. hahha
last cigarette: I HATE SMOKING!
last good cry: ermm. that ptm day.
last library book checked out: last saturday. re-borrowed sum book i din finish reading.
last movie seen: lolx. white chicks. on dvd. hahhaha. friggin funnie.
last magazine read: erm. 8 days.
last curse word uttered: hahha. da f word when i realised i just replaced my favourite show on tape! hahha
last beverage drank: sum aloevera thngy.
last food consumed: maggi mee.
last phone call: to muh grandma to remind her of Sg Idol!!
last tv show watched: sg idol. wahahha.
last person sms: erm. him. =)
last cd played: muh burned cd full of cooolll songs!!
last item bought: harry potter stickers. sorrieee! im collecting lar! hahha
last downloaded: msn messenger for muh dad's pc.
last disappointment: bloody prelim results.
last soda drank: yesterday.
last thing handwritten: diary. =x
last word spoken: computer. *as in: "OI! lemme use the computer!"*
last sleep: this afternoon.
last weird encounter: er. everyday in muh life? haha.
last ice cream eaten: err. ages ago mann. think it was sum vanilla ice cream.
last amused: haha.. just now when i realised there was another bump at the back of my neck.
last time trippin on drugs? : hey man. i dont do that stuff. hahha.
last time hugged: my bro n he violently pushed me away for disturbin him. haha
last time scolded: errmm. dad scolded me today fer muh filthy room. =x
last chair sat in: this green computer roller chair thngy.
last shirt worn: my white sec 3 camp shirt. *on now* hahhaha
last poster looked at: da robbie william one in muh room
Last Time screwed Up: prelims! oh mann.
1 MINUTE AGO: thinking what to write.
1 HOUR AGO: watchin sg idol! hahha.
1 DAY AGO: studying frantically for amath. (YES! I MUST PASS!! C6 please!!)
1 WEEK AGO: errm. sufferin at school.
1 YEAR AGO: errr. enjoyin life goin out with friends afta school n just slacking wherever.
1 Eternity AGO : what kinda friggin question is this. being a monkey n eating a bunch of bananas at the zoo. =)
First job: nuffin. haha
First pet: a bunch of guppies. lolx
First piercing/tattoo:when i was 6. muh 2 ear piercings.
First love: sec 1. haha
First big trip: lolx. when i was like 3 or 4.. went to Sabah n see muh relatives. can only remember a bit. haha
First concert: errr. hahha. think it was the westlife one. hahha
First Fight: hahha.. with muh fren in kindergarden. its weird when u see 2 gals fighting in english n malay. hahahhahha. we fought over who this guy liked better. haha.. but in the end he said that he "friend-ed" me more! SO THERREEE! hmmph. hhahaha.. i would really like ta meet all of my k1 n k2 frens again mann. wud be friggin fun. hahha =)
hahha.. done!! taaa! =)
brin bit this at ; 10:26 PM
HELLO EARTHLINGS! since today is exactly *counts* err.. 3 days before the end of the so-called school holidaes, I propose that today shall be QUIZZZZZ DAYYY!!! *MUAHAHAAHHAHA!!!* err. ok. in other words, just do the friggin quiz if ur bored kay. haha.. weeeellll, first on our list we have this lame quiz about.. errr... innocence!! WOOHOO! enjoy -love, your master. =)
Instructions: Answer the following
questions with YES or NO. And after you've done that,
scroll down for further instructions.
Here are the questions:
Have you ever:
1:Lied?
yea. duhhh. =)))
2:Stolen?
NOPPPPEEE. NEVER. tis friggin disgraceful ya hear me!!!! you know who i'm talkin to now. *looks at them idiotic girls*
3:Betrayed a friend?
yep. shamefully yes. but only once!
4:Smoked a cigarette?
HELL NO.
5:Smoked a cigar?
no. cigar cigarette, blah blahh.
6:Smoked weed?
nah.
7:Drunk?
yupps. =x
8:Cheat in a test?
yea. haha. but with my friends. lolx
9:Cheated someone?
err. yea.
10:Used someone?
nope.
11:Ran away from skool?
nahh. thought abt it tho. hahahha
12:Played sick to skip skool?
yeaaaaa. esp in kindergarden! haha.. im a great actress lar. =P
13:Said the F word?
hahhaa.. yeeeaaa.
14:Done the F sign with your finger?
hhaha.. yupp!
15:Said the word "Sh*it"?
errr. YES?
16:Played Poker?
nah. dont know how ta play lar. just figured how to play daidee.
17:Gambled on something?
yupp! haha.. but i aint a big risk taker lar.
18:Hit somebody?
haha.. yess. my bro, everyday. lolx
19:Destroy your class or school in a way?
ermm.. nope.
20:Shouted in someone's face?
yes. you don't like me when im angree! hahha *roars*
21:Told someone you hated him/her?
yes.
22:Ignored someone?
haha. yes.
23:Made fun of someone?
yupp. just outta fun.
24:Hurted a pet or an animal?
NOPE! and hello. there is no such word as "HURTED". "hurt" has no past tense lar. sheesh.
25:Made any sexual behavior?
oooohh!! hahha.. NO? i guess?
26:Told a secret of your friend?
nope. don't believe in doin that.
27:Painted the public walls with spray paint?
NO! are you mad? this is friggin singapore!
28:Made a fire in a garbage can in the street?
no. im not that bo liao. hahha
29:Broke the glass or headlights of a car?
nopppe. refer to last qs.
30:Gave the owner of a restaurant a hard time?
nahh. unless they dont serve me the right stuff.
31:Raised your voice on your Mom?
yupp.once. and i totally regret it.
32:Raised your voice on your Dad?
yupp. once, and i regret that too.
33:Raised your voice on your teacher?
haha.. surprisingly no.
34:Disobeyed your Mom?
err. yupp. =x
35:Disobeyed your Dad?
yupp. last time.
36:Disobeyed your teacher?
wahahhahha. yes!
37:Ran away from home?
nah.
38:Tried to kill yourself?
nahh.
39:Tried to kill someone else?
hhahha. NO! u aint gonna arrest me!
40:Used your computer for bad things?
bad things? what ya mean? *confused*
41:Used the TV to watch bad things?
errm. nooo??
42:Watched "Over 18 years" movies?
haha. yess. but it aint muh fault. singapore go and put a fairly decent crime movie unde m-18, not muh fault k. hahhahah
43:Taped "Over 18 years" movies?
nah.
44:Used your money to buy these kinds of
movies?
no
45:Seen bad pictures (Porn)?
er. yes? but it aint muh fault!! IT WAS THE POP UPS! REALLY!
46:Buy or sell these bad pictures?
no?
47:Said a bad word to a family member?
hahhah.. yepp.. accidently?
48:Hated or cursed the country u were born in?
hated at sum point, but loved it all the same in da end. SG ROCKS! im patriotic okayy. =)
49:Blamed or cursed "life"?
hahhaha.. sumtimes. but it aint life. its how u live it. =)
50:Blamed or Cursed God or religion?
nahh. never. i love God! and im not afraid to say it! =)
Now that you've completed the questions,
For every YES, add 2 points on the paper.
There are 50 questions. That means that if you
had all of them as yes, then you will be 100 %
bad.
VERDICT: I AM 50% badd/good! WOOHOOO!!!!!!!
brin bit this at ; 9:56 PM
Monday, September 06, 2004
OH SHOOT!
my tummie is sooooo painnn.. *moans* arrrgghh. dont worry. i aint pregnant. hahha.. damnit.. then.. it must be the laksa from yesterday! arrrrgh. i should have listened to ms chow and avoided all these bloody fatty foods. arrrgggh.
PAINN!! tis rumbling like a volcano!! save me!!! =( argh. headin out later. hopefully this stupid tummie ache will be cured by then. SHOOT! gtg!! c yaaa!!
*rushes to the loo* =x
brin bit this at ; 10:20 AM
Saturday, September 04, 2004
heyyy. tis 1046am. ayyee. supppa tiredd. argh. my eyes r like swollen now? siggh. aniwaee.. had ptm ysdae.. parents din come.. had stuff on. but sumthn got me supa pissed. like hello? the work doesnt have to revolve all around me rite? n no point in being so friggin rude. no friggin thank you? like.. OKAY. i respect the fact that ur older than me n i guess i have sorta duty ta serve. but no point in being a blooming dumbass rite? sheesh. its a good thing im an expert at controlling muh temper.
so.. waited til da end of the talk, then gt muh pprs back from ms fonseka. laffed at the remark abt my handwrting on muh compo ppr. haha. but damnnn dissapointed with my lit. its such a let down. i mean, its like, one minute ur top, and the next ur not even at the middle, ur like, point black underground. noe what im sayin'?
aniwae. think the bloody "excess hormones" are actually doin justice ta muh life. felt so much last night it was unbearable mann. its like.. usually i can't be bothered. and my results didnt affect me much. cz i was just like. "oh hell. nvm, i'll try harder fer o's." and whatever. but last night after the talk with my dad, i felt so extremely guilty. like i was wasting EVERYONE'S time. and lemme just tell you, that feeling hurts. a lott.
but yea, ive been even more motivated to do even more better for my o's. coz i dont wanna feel like that ever again. haha. see what so many excess hormones can do for u? hahhahah. err. =x so yeaa.. betta hit the books. and my muh friggin horrid handwriting better drastically improve. =x sheesh. taa!~
//..you are my achilles heel.
brin bit this at ; 10:49 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
heyyyyooo.. im so bloody boredd. heres anudder crapp quiz. -the queen brin`
a p p e a r a n c e -r i g h t - n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?:
dark grey..
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO OR
WATCHING?
err.. Poison- Rancid
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?:
hahha.. mint! jz had a mentos. haha
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?:
horribly humid!!! *fans herself*
HOW ARE YOU?:
ALIVE N KICKING!! WOOHOO! *faints*
d o - y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?:
hmm.. not so much. only sumtimes on planes.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?:
err.. sleeping toooo much? n slackin too much! =x
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?:
yupp. they're cool. =)
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW:
hmm.. a lot mann.. sg/american idol, niptuck, punk'd, whose line is it anyway?, charmed, the oc, etc etc..
MAGAZINE:
seventeen, lime, teens, teenage.. i'd read anythin. hahha
DRINK:
hahaha.. am happy with just water. and err. nah.. best not ta say. teehee. muh frens shud noe. *grin*
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND:
slackin n sleepin til late afternoon.
BROKEN THE LAW:
HELL NO. err. ok.. maybe. *guity look* hee.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME:
nahh. when i was mucccchh younger i wanted to. but i was jz bein stupidd.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE:
haha.. nahh.. its impossible. everyone here can hear everything. haha
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING:
hahahhaha! u wish! =x
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD
BEFORE:
err. can i say no? *looks left then right in fear*
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH:
haha.. every mornin when goin ta sch. =x
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY:
yuppiiiees. loads. but practically all are damn embarassing! hahha
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER:
yupp. of course..
EVER HAD A MAJOR REGRET:
ermm. i wouldn't call it regret. i mean, there are sum things in life im definitely not proud of, but i would say i've never regretted anything ive done. cz everything u do in life changes you! =) (oh god. this is just too philosophical mann. *shakes head* hahaha!)
GIRL FRIENDS:
hahha.. my usuall buddies in sch.. haha.. n sum outside sch as well!~ too lazy ta nameee. hahahha
CHILDREN
er.. a bit too early? but DEFINTIELY later! heee!!!
BEEN IN LOVE?:
ermm. maybe, maybe not. i aint sure dudde. =x
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER
SOMEONE:
yupp.. it's neva easy. haha..
BEEN HURT?:
err.. sadly, yes? hahaha.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?:
didn't i just answer this qs?? hahha.. ermm.. nuthin.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY
KNEW FOR 3 DAYS:
hahhahhaha. no comments.
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB:
hahha.. nahh.. but i will soon! hopefully!! hahah
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW:
a cd i burned. haha.. full of diff kinda songggsss. they roccckk! *grins proudly*
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR
WOULD YOU BE?:
multi coloured n sparkly!!! (damn it. im so extra. hahahha)
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?:
talkin ta certain ppl.. knowin i have ppl who love n care fer me. hahhha.. (AWWW.)=)
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?:
haha.. him. =x and muh family n frens.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA
GET?:
ermm.. thinking of either da yellowcard album, da george michael one (shut up. the songs r nice ok!~) orrr.. da ashlee simpson one..
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?:
all my buddies at school! hee
w h e n / w h a t - w a s - t h e - l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?:
ermm. a few days ago i guess. everythin was jz gettin a little loaded.
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?:
yupp! lots!!! ermm.. 2 weeks ago? hee. i love letters lar. come write to meeeee!!! my address is.. ***** hahhaha.. jkjk.
YOU GOT E-MAIL:
haha.. everyday. mostly junk n forwards.
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED:
sg idol.. da end bit.
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER:
oh man.. a hell of a long time ago.. think it was harry potter 2. hahhaha.. i have a lot of vcds lar.
y o u r - t h o u g h t s - o n
SPICE GIRLS:
err. a past craze. hahhaha
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE:
errr. *makes a face*
DOWNLOADING MUSIC ILLEGALLY:
ermm.. its wrong!! *looks around for the authorities* hahhaha..
brin bit this at ; 10:04 PM
